I work, I study, I socialize, I live my life filled with so many distractions but at the end of my day when I’m in bed alone at night I still can’t forget you.
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😢.
Miss you 🥺
I want you to choose me so badly. And maybe that’s my fault that my heart looks at you with all your faults and still yearns for you to love me enough to pick me. I don’t know why I can’t just be ok on my own, idk why I can’t love myself enough to run at the first site of unhealthy love, I don’t know why the idea of being chosen is so important to me even more so than the hurt I constantly put myself through. I do it to myself. I just want someone to prioritize me. For once. For someone to be terrified of losing me and not vice versa. I don’t understand why every person I’ve ever liked or loved has hurt me. I’ve never experienced a person who puts me first, it’s always me putting them first, why am I not deserving of that?
